If You Want Love, Then Make It.

I have problems right now.
I mean, everyone has issues obviously.
That's a given.
But.
My mom isn't supporting my Christian life;
and to be honest, my friends at school are just about the exact opposite of Christians.
They have sex. They drink. They try drugs. They judge people. They think they are superior.
But i love them.
And to be honest once again;

i don't know if  i'd have friends at my school if i were to leave them?

My school is rather typical.
Or at least my grade is.
There's this mass group of people that everyone claims to like and consider themselves popular.
I used to be in that group.
Then i had a tough year, and i shoved them away.
Them being them, left me be.
They didn't need me, and quite frankly, they didn't want me.


Now what? i have new friends.
And this upsets my mother.
She wants me to be popular again.
Seriously, ma?
I've even explained to her that i don't want to hang around a mass group of people who pretend to like me and all talk crap about eachother.  I don't need it, i don't want it.

So my mom is ridiculous.
She sees my friends.
She sees that i have two groups.
The Christians, and the opposites.
But all my christian friends don't go to my school.
Most of them are in college.

I spend all my time with them, and my mom doesn't get it?
One of my best friends is a senior in college and all my mom ever says about her is that she needs to hang with people her own age.

Mom.
SHE DOES.
SHE BRINGS ME WITH CAUSE MY SCHOOL SUCKS.

But my mom is dumb. She's the kind of person who'd rather have quantity than quality. She believes you should care what people think about you. She judges others as if they're all dressed in rainbow poopsicles.

I'm the opposite. She doesn't understand that.
So we fight. And i just disobey her every word cause her rules don't apply to my life.

Anyone gott suggestions?
Hit me up.
Twitter: lexatfirstsight.